Monday, January 25, 2016

T.R.U.S.T

Assalamualaikum semuaa....

Ewah2..bertemu kembali diruangan celoteh..bebelan si budak...ooopss! Maaf ye bkn budak tp dh boleh jadi mak budak okehhh..! ok la..mak budak k..nenek budak k..nenda terima sja..itu dunia smta2..huhu nmpk x ayt sdihnya brmula..uhuk3

Memandangkn hri nih smuanya cuti..cuti sempena Thaipusam..dan mmndgkn juga dri ini xmmpu & dh srrender nk bwk kreta so dy mmlih utk lepak sja..lepaking di rumah..mgdp lappy trcinta y tlh bjsa almost  5 years..lma oittt...lma kot..lappy tok kaduk org pgil tp sound & body msih tiptop ek..aq bb lappy xksh sgt..xdk up to date sgt la..aslkn leh guna ckp la..sb nti kang ad 2 3 adk bradik lappy dlm rmh ni..so ad bek beli y mna ssuai ja..sng derr..

Dr mbzir duit kn..owhhh! bb cmni tw lak mbzir duit tp bb mborong beli baju/tdg & etc xdk lak ko ckp bzir..ko akn ckp tu reward to urself y penat bkrja..kn? Dh knl sgt helahmu wahai cik yana..hehehe redhoooo je laa...mmg ini diriku..bb reward xlh bezakn antra pembaziran or x..asyik nk mrewardkn dri tu jer mmnjg,,

Tp nk wt cmna..klau aq xreward leh gila..tw x? G.I.L.A. Xnk aq msk tnjung rmbutan awl2 muda remaja gini..nti hilang famous haaa..bila org tnya..eh sp dy? alaa..xkn xtw..muda2 lg dh msk tnjg rmbutan..tu la dy..tu y bila kua jd cmni haa..x terurus..ish3 sdih klau org ckp cmtu dkt cheq..xmw la cheq..so reward pd dri tu wjib..wajibul ghunnah!! xdk dh istilah harus..hehehe bb nk backup dr kau.. ^_^

Ehh yana..kau bebe pjg lbr ni xdk sp ha nk dgr..nk bca..

Okay2..gua minta maaf ek..direct to the point..please see the title..

Aq sndri pun xtw ap..knpa..dan mgpa titleny jd bgitu..mgkin bebelan aq xs dgn title tu tpi..almost ad kaitan rsnya..hahahaha

Its been 3 weeks..aq mulakn krja bru..mmndgkn new year so krjanya pun mcm new year la jgk..full of suprise beb! aq sndri xtw & xtjgka dek akl suprise dy gila2 punya..hahaha smpi aq rs..ishh gua sdh silap..big mistake! doing somthing y aq rs bkn impian aq..angan aq..jauh skli la..tp bila pk kn blik..think it more than twice..kdg2 aq dduk mgngdp lngit..bintang..bulan..di tepi pntai..aq pk..why? knpa?

Mungkin Allah nk aq trskn hdp aq..msa dpn aq dsni..mgkin Dia nk knlkn aq pd dunia y sbnr..mgkin jgk Dia nk jdikan aq mnusia y sntiasa bersyukur..mgkin jgk Dia nk aq sdr..xsmua y khendak kita akn dipenuhi olehNya..ttpi Dia akn mberi apa y kita perlukan..

Yup..itu aq psti..

Terlalu bnyk kemungkinan..trlalu byk reason y bila aq pk rsny sgt rasional & brsesuaian dgn dri ni..tp aq sh xdpt mncri reason y plg kukuh..

So, diri ni dh decide utk TRUST..

TRUST pada JANJI ALLAH.
JANJI ALLAH itu PASTI..
TIADA erti kesakitan..
TIADA erti kekecewaan..
YANG ADA..
PASTI..
hanyalah KEBAHAGIAAN..

So, for those diluar sna y xdpt cri jln hidup korg or trsa cm gelap seketika dunia korang..korang dduk..pk ek..what u hv been through all this while to gt what u hv now..might be x 100% korg dpt ap korg nk..tp korg akn dpt ap y korg prlukan..pegang pd jnji Allah..trust on Him..trust on urself..

InsyaAllah everything gonna be alrite..

Ye..pujukan utk dri sndri juga sbenarnya..sb kdg2 dri aq sndri pun xbrpa nk btul bila prssure kerja dtg..bila krja cm apa lg..aq rs cm la2 tu jgk nk bg resign ltter..haa smpi thp tu laa..

Klau trllu xleh sbaq xeh hdam ap dorg ckp..aq akn g toilet buka paip..ngis puas2..then dh sttle dh rs lpng hati ni..aq klua aq ddk kt tmpt aq sttle one by one..leh kre dlm smnggu tu ad la dlm 2 3 kli aq wt cmtu..hahaha jgn tiru cra aq..cra aq unik skit haa..len dri y len klau dy stress..sb tu y aq pk cra plg sng plg cepat utk aq hilangkn..dr tnggu sspa..nk bcrita..ad bek sttle it on ur own..tu bg aq..xtw la plak korg cmna..ap pun moga2 aq dpt truskn baki..saki baki bulan y ada ni..dgn mudah..amin..insyaAllah..

Rsnya ckp la kot bebelan aq..xlrt nk menaip pnjg lebar..xlrt nk myusun ayt sbnrnya..hahaha

Sayonara..jumpa lg nex entry insyaAllah klau umr msh pnjg..




Friday, January 1, 2016

2 of 365

Assalamualaikum n hi semua....

Second day of the 2016.

Org sllu updte frst day tp aq nk jd unik & pelik skit dr org2 tu smua..aq mmg ska cmni ponn..huhuhu

Actually nothing much to say..

just wanna to wished HELLO 2016..May Allah give me a new strength to faced all the possibilties..hoping that ill be a good & kind person to myself,family and surrounding too...

A new chapter of my life begin!

Bermakna xkn ada lg senang lenang dlm hidup aq lepas ni..it might be tough at frst tp yana jgn mudah mengalah..jgn mdh say No before start apa2 lg..

Berakhir jga krja aq slma 6 months..a lot experience..a lot of good n bad memories..kn buli..kn ktuk..kn smua..somehow it teach you to b strong,independt n helpful person..byk mgjr erti khdpn sbnr..lps ni xleh mls2 lg..

Bru dua hri aq stop kerja..tp aq dh rndu dgn collegues lma..keletah dorg..bebelan dorg..

kejar stat..kejar..jgn bg lari..
key in cpt..bg hbs bundle..
a lof of bad lock today..evn klau ko cmpre dgn branch len still ko dlm ranking 3 y trats..tp msh riuh dgn stat n bad lock bgai..
rehat kul 6..30 min shja..
cpt2 mkn brkfst..kaunter nk bkk dh..

OMG! tears coming out....mmg aq mdh lmbt aty..mmg aq mdh nk mngis gmknya..smuanya dflashbackkn blik..huhuhuhu

Come on yana! Wake up! Prjlnan hdp kau msh pnjg..dis is d road that u choose so make it beautiful and colourful.. so dat when someone dtg mnziarah road y kau dh lalui ni..dorg akn ckp..yes! She is strong girl. She make it. Her dream comes true.

Mgkin x mudah pd prmulaannya tp aq akn ttp cuba..skli aq jth xbmkna aq akn jth utk slmanya..mnusia..human..makhluk Allah y bnyk dbri pluang..aftr n aftr evnthgh kau ckp kau dh penat..too tired..but Allah knows d best for u..so He gives d secind..third..fourth..fifth chnces to u..dont frgt to say Alhamdulilah for evry chnce dat He gve..

It mght b d last chnce dat u gt..sp tw kn..so make it beautiful..

okay..aq rs cm klua topik ja..hahaha tp rsny xjgk..sb tjuk tu rndmly..haha so xslhkn..kn2?? Hehehehe

this is yana bebeh..always lke dat..nothing much to say tp bebelan dy leh wt korang  gila..hahaha believe me..

Sp knl aq..sp tw bruk aq..dorg tw cmna aq..hahaha mcm nnek tua ktanya..maaf la Monster..dy ngh sbuk siapkn thesis dy..so aq xleh gngu slgi dy xsiapkn bnda alah tu..al mklm la..aq xlyk nk wt thesis haa..bdk xpndai mmg xleh wt laa..huhuhu xp2..

2016 ni jd ttik tolak kjayaan dlm hdp kau..Bismillah..

moga2 ad sinar bhgia..sinar kjyaan..sinar kgmbiraan buat dri ini..tak lupa jgk dkt korang dmua..jgn prnh n mdh mgalah ye..